Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Inside my head

Frustrated and vexed. trying to maigically change garbage into beauty. -with a wand of wood and steel. no incantations, just a few curses. its just a matter of time. but time could mean forever. Press on, i cant tell myself this enough. constantly fighting with being overwhelmed. its too much. i cant fail, i musn't. i wont.
walking down a road thats still bieng built. this one cant be faked. a paper saying certificate cant cover up this one. what am i really doing?
set, sharp, flat, tight, slack, loud, tone, octave, harmonic, shape, quality, material, pulling, body, fundamental, raise,pong, drop.. music


And then... Tuesday

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

If it were too easy it wouldn't be worth it. Just think ahead to the joy and pride you will feel when you get it right. :-)

10/20/2005 5:35 PM  
Blogger Rae said...

wow! you're quite the poet when angry. if out of frustration you can express yourself in such a beautiful nature, then hopefully this can/will translate to your tuning.

10/20/2005 6:36 PM  
Blogger Bashmentbasses said...

You too good. I feel like I feeling your pain with you.

10/22/2005 9:12 PM  
Blogger me said...

ditto to it all

10/23/2005 10:48 PM  

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